With the Full moon last night, I decided to hold a last minute live sound session on facebook with my bowls and other musical instruments. I didn’t expect a lot of people to turn up but some did who saw my posting. The card I drew was the Goblin from the Avalon Oracle cards.
It’s about ego. How we are ruled by our egos, and how we let it rule us. We forget, we are not our egos and yet it’s just easier to just forget that what gets hurt is our ego. It is easier to run with the hurt..but what if you took one step back, think about logically what was said and decide whether you agree with it or not.
Which brings me to my next point. If you have done no wrong, ethically and morally, you should not be on the defensive. Your ego is the one the brings you into a state of defensiveness, stops you from doing what you want by installing fear because it’s an unknown, you don’t know whether you will succeed or not. Whether you do or don’t succeed, you take away the lesson and the lesson is NOT to do that again. It’s a lesson not a failure. Ego will say ‘I’ve failed. I’m a failure.’ And you will stop yourself from taking future risk. However that isn’t the case, instead of seeing it as a failure, see it as a lesson, a lesson on what not to do, what you did right and where you went wrong. Then get up, and do it differently. Isn’t that what life is about?
The world is in your hands. What you do with your life is how you conduct yourself, how determine you are and are you brave enough to take risks? Or are you looking through rose coloured glasses, let your ego rule you.
Last night’s sound alchemy was about healing the hurt, giving clarity on what is real and what is not for those who need clarity.
I must apologize for the interruption in the video, it was at a last minute and while I was playing the bowls, I remembered, I forgot to take my hang drum out..hence the rustling, and unzipping. Again, I do apologize for that. So if anyone reading this post would like to listen to it, just go to www.facebook.com/eternallifeholisticcentre